Thursday, May 14, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 13


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 13

25: Engagement: impasse

We are at an impasse. We loiter on station, always with Mars between ourselves and that little crater on Phobos. Our alert status is low. We continue with our duties. We eat and sleep and do more simulations. We exercise, and in the gaps we talk.

‘We’ means Tania, myself and Flaminia. Sylvia remains, as instructed, in her cabinet. It’s been four days now.

I’m addressing Flaminia. Tania tends to listen to our conversations except when she has a point of professional expertise to bring up.

“This is almost the worst outcome,” I say, “We’re here to seek a resolution to this crisis but the Adversary is completely passive. It doesn’t communicate, just swats our probes - which is annoying but not an invitation to interstellar war. Yet we can’t just go home. And we can’t loiter here forever either.”

I shrug my shoulders; Tania smiles sardonically.

Flaminia, however, takes my point seriously.

“It’s like the start of a chess game,” she says, “where your opponent is playing ultra-defensively. Every time you cross an invisible line you get hit. You withdraw, nothing happens. I would expect to hear from Mission Control soon. Probably they’ll up the stakes gradually.”

She smiles, “Let’s hope that doesn’t involve some provocation which puts us in harm’s way.”

She suddenly jolts, like someone’s put a shock through her, and her hand goes to her mouth. Room lights begin to throb and a synthetic voice speaks urgently: “Combat stations - combat stations!”

Tania and I move by long-trained reflexes through the door, into the office and to our couches. Within five seconds restraining pads hold us down, our visors and controls are in place and we’re good to go. I spot Flaminia sliding smoothly into one of the office cabinets.

The locus of alarm is the mother-ship, at this point unmanned and waiting to return us to Earth (it’s two hundred thousand kilometres behind us, trailing Mars in its solar orbit). We’re slaved to the view from the mother-ship's surveillance systems.

There are two approaching threats, two red dots against the background of stars (Mars is an additional tiny dot in the background). This is real-time synthesised imagery received via downlink. The dots have been detected by the ship’s radar/collision avoidance system and are still accelerating, homing in on our ride home.

I hear Tania on the intercom, vocalising the numbers.

“Incoming at three thousand five hundred kilometres, at 80 km per sec. Predicted impact in 43 seconds. Ship is preparing evasive action.”

Not a chance, I think. The main engines are off; a cold start can’t be achieved in time. And these will be homing missiles. We need a miracle.

“Update,” says Tania, “Incoming accelerating at … 35 gees.”

New numbers scroll down the screen as the mother-ship reruns the calculations. The ship is completely immobile, could not be more of a sitting duck.

“Impact in twenty one seconds.”

The dots - AR overlays - never become any larger; never deviate against the stellar background as the clock runs down into single digits. In the last fraction of a second, perhaps their spatial separation widens a smidgen but I couldn’t swear to it.

The view instantly shifts to our own module’s cameras, telescopically enhanced and skipped back a second or two. Here, the mother-ship hangs in space, a tiny distant toy in the centre of our view. With no sign, no warning, there is an intolerable flash as if the ship had been nuked. A roiling, incandescent cloud expands spherically, violent colours dimming as it grows.

“Probably a kinetic kill,” says Tania, with no inflection in her voice, “No anomalous spectral indicators.”

We stay in the couches, waiting for the update to crawl its laggardly way to Earth, waiting for the counter-strike orders which must, surely, finally, be due.

We appear to be stuck out here. Easy meat! My growing despair is only counteracted by a deep belief that even this must have been anticipated. The mission planners must have some backup hidden away. Something they didn’t tell us about.

I’m convinced of it.

26: Engagement: messages

Flaminia joins us on the net, “The module has received a message from the Adversary,” she says, “It’s a diagram showing the Mars-Earth-Venus orbital space in the solar system with icons showing the many spacecraft occupying this space.

All those missions which have left this space, either inward towards Mercury and the sun, or outward, towards Jupiter and the outer planets, those missions - which have in any case long ceased functioning - well, they’re all greyed out.”

Tania is first with an interpretation.

“Looks like we’ve been put under house arrest.”

Flaminia agrees. It seems the obvious interpretation - but there is no context or motive. Nothing you can start to negotiate with.

“Where did the message come from?” I ask urgently, “Some kind of transmission from the crater? How did they get it here?”

There is no line of sight from Phobos to our module: Mars is in the way.

“Well that’s the interesting thing,” says Flaminia, “the ship systems don’t know. The message simply appeared in the AI’s cache-memory as something already perceived. Put it down to the mystique of the Adversary.”

She’s interrupted by clanking sounds which we can hear even inside the swaddling of our couches. My display shifts to a ship-schematic. A hatch has opened in the outer skin through which five dark shapes are ejected, one after the other.

“The ship has moved to a higher alert-level,” says Flaminia tensely, interpreting telemetry only she has access to, “This is a preset, autonomous response to the loss of the mother-ship.”

“There hasn’t been time for any consultation with Mission Control,” she adds, “but plainly this contingency was war-gamed. The metadata indicates these multi-megaton warheads will be placed in highly-dispersed loiter-orbits. Any one of them is quite capable of obliterating the crater base. Together they’d blast Phobos into a new ring system. For the time being though, they’re just in dispersal mode.”

And indeed, the schematic expands to show near-Mars space. Black dots are visibly moving along predicted elliptical orbits around the planet.

There is no response from the Adversary. The ship’s alert level falls back to nominal as we await further developments.

Protocol requires we leave the couches and schedule early gym sessions to de-stress. Tania and I meet with Flaminia in the dining area first, just to mull things over. Flaminia takes me to one side and whispers in my ear.

“By the way, I’ve just been told your wife has taken possession of a model version of yourself. It’s been a couple of days now and I can tell you she’s very content.”

“Has she noticed that Sylvia up here has gone quiet? Can you …?”

“Get into the head of your model back on Earth? Tap the data-feed between the module here and your wife’s André-doppelgänger?”

She smiles.

“Of course not, but this is something the ESA wanted to communicate to you, a kind of official notification; I’m in the loop for that.”

I still feel nervous: “Well, I’m glad she’s happy,” I say.


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Wednesday, May 13, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 12


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 12

23: Approach Phase: (Flaminia’s opinion)

Flaminia and I sit companionably in the lounge. I’ve just finished up with Tania - another of the endless simulations (she has vanished into her room) - and my gym slot is half an hour away.

I say, “It’s curious that as we get closer to the encounter, Mission Control is getting more and more taciturn. There are very few messages, even taking account of the delay," (which is now nearly a thirty minute round-trip). 

"Even the messages from home have dried up.”

As usual, Flaminia is well-informed.

“They want you guys to be focused now. But on your larger point you should understand how lost Mission Control actually is. The Adversary is largely an unknown quality: they’ve dealt you a stack of cards and now it’s down to you to play them. Also, you should realise that there’s a large covert aspect to this operation which even Mission Control isn’t cleared for.”

She smiles, “And neither are we.”

“Tough being Mission Control,” I say, “So important - with nothing to say.”

“It gets worse,” says Flaminia, “In my opinion they’re pursuing this like the generals who always fight the last war, like something out of a military science-fiction novel. It’s all ray guns and kinetic kill missiles. That, by the way, is how they stocked our module. But it’s a very short-sighted view.”

Something I treasure about Flaminia: her creativity, the many-sided ways she engages with problems.

“Look,” she adds, “if the Adversary merely matches Earth's current technology level then conventional war-fighting is pointless from its point of view. Against the resources of Earth? It would be annihilated. On the other hand, if it has a considerable superiority of tech then there are many moves it could make, against which we’d be helpless.”

“Like?”

“A couple of biggish asteroids vectored on Earth-intercept - that’d be a massive extinction event and game over - nothing we could do about it. Or a tailored viral attack which would overwhelm us. I could go on.”

“This sounds very defeatist.”

“The truth is what it is,” says Flaminia, “Don’t get your hopes up.”

She gives me an air kiss.

I could never have had this conversation with Sylvia.

I debate whether to retrieve Sylvia from the cabinet where she has languished for the past two days.

But I don’t really feel like it.

24: Engagement: first reconnaissance

Our engagement plan is the one we have rehearsed the most. The module is now stationed at Mars-Phobos L3. The bulk of the planet lies between us and Mars’s larger moon. Our relay satellites are in the same orbit at the two midway points. We can see the satellites; they can see Phobos and the anomaly. We already launched three reconnaissance drones which by now have drifted down to the surface.

Our expectations could not be lower. Surely the Adversary detected our approach, knows in general terms what we’re about. For all we know, nearby space is crawling with blacked-out sensors.

Regardless, it’s time to start operations. Tania and I are in our combat couches, prepared for anything. The models are all stowed away. We won’t see the mother-ship again until this terminal mission phase completes - and only then if we survive, ready for the long ride home.

I’m seeing with the eyes of one of the recon satellites thirteen thousand kilometres away, looking through its telescope at the Adversary’s crater. The viewing angle is oblique. I see the crater’s edge, currently in slanting sunlight. Tania is riding the nearest drone, hopping in short glides a kilometre from the target.

You can’t see very much. To our best belief the crater has a kind of tarpaulin over it, like a circus marquee. But what I see is just indistinct blankness, presumably because the surface is camouflaged or just absorbent. Still, we have a way around that.

I instruct the recon satellite laser to fire.

This is just a sampling exercise. A tiny needle beam fires at the crater-covering and the reflection is analysed by the on-board spectrograph. The results come back within seconds, a jagged comb of spikes which matches a complex polymer.

I wonder briefly what Flaminia makes of it, ensconced in her dark space, avidly drinking in the data feeds. She’ll be getting much more primary data than me.

My thoughts are diverted to last night: we fought and coupled like animals.

I didn’t think the laser-probe would tell us much. Mission Control had illusions that it would act like lidar allowing us to see whatever was on the crater floor. They had ambitions for peppering the crater with laser pulses, getting an installation map in the first ten seconds. But of course that was never going to happen. The surface simply seems to have absorbed the pulse, ablating slightly: nothing got through.

I whisper ‘target overview’ and get a synthesised view - as if I were a few kilometres over the target. The three drones are shown as small blue icons, slowly converging towards the crater. In a rectangular offset window I get Tania’s take on things, the look-forwards camera on the nearest machine. It’s 800 metres out and the crater wall is getting larger in its pop-up glances.

Suddenly the drone’s screen flares to red - a brilliant flash - and then fades out: no signal. In my God’s-eye view the nearest icon flickers out. The two remaining machines drop amongst the pebbles and huddle (all of this is entirely automatic).

Tania says abstractedly, “First drone down: reviewing telemetry.”


The three of us rest in the lounge and consider events. Doctrine does not have us entombed for hours in the couches under low threat conditions - it would be like lying in bed all day. We were updated with the module’s evaluation within seconds. Now we need a chance to mull things over.

Tania says, “The telemetry showed a massive thermal pulse which fried the drone. Origins unknown but we can speculate: an infra-red or microwave laser. Or it could have been some kind of impulse mine.”

“What are we going to do with the other two?” I ask.

“It’s pointless to carry on. They’re no better equipped for survival. Best they stay where they are to give us some close-in observations.”

Flaminia says, apropos of not very much: “Don’t the drones have a self-destruct capability?”

Tania snorts, “Everything here can self-destruct- we’re not here for technology transfer. Not after it already grabbed the MRO.”

“We have no hard evidence it ever acquired the reconnaissance orbiter,” I say.

Tania looks at me scathingly: “What do you think? Orbiters don’t fall out of orbit by themselves.”

She turns to face Flaminia while continuing to lecture me.

Use the manual as weapon, why don’t you?

“The self-destruct sequence is in the read-only firmware kernel. It initiates only if there has been a terminal degradation of the drone’s capabilities or the device has determined that it has been irrevocably delivered into enemy hands. As you saw, neither of those conditions obtained, if that was what you had in mind.”

I think Tania is unwise to underestimate Flaminia - doesn’t she realise that Flaminia already knows all this stuff? But then, I’m the one who has engaged with her so completely in recent days.

Flaminia, not in the least discomposed, says, “But how does the buried-away firmware get to make these fine discriminations?”

Tania is saved from answering by a priory alert on the wall-screen. The flashing graphics tell us that the other two drones have just been terminated.


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Tuesday, May 12, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 11


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 11

21: Approach Phase: (Flaminia’s joke)

In the gym she appears before me.

I'm wrestling with the resistance band machine: it's like trying to master an anaconda. Nevertheless, momentarily I have a free arm. I stretch out to brush my hand against her shoulder, a gesture of affection which seems to affront her.

She asks with mocking sweetness: "Did you enjoy flying helicopters?"

I’m confused. The band drapes limply in my hand.

"Did you enjoy the way your bird quivered as you touched her joystick?" she persists.

She is being severe with me. I allow myself a cold smile in response.

"Yes, very much.”

And it’s the cyclic pitch control, by the way.

"Glass and metal, eager to do your bidding? How very happy you must have been."

I’m suddenly uncertain - she really does seem a little irritated.

"I came across an ancient joke the other day," Flaminia continues, "A guy calls the doctor, says, ‘Doctor, I think my wife might be dead.’

“‘Why do you think that?' the doctor asks.

“The guy answers: ‘Well, the sex is still the same but the ironing's piling up’."

I smile, I can't help myself.

"You're laughing. You think it's funny?"

"No," I say weakly, "I'm trying to recall what 'ironing' is."

"I'm not a helicopter," she says enigmatically, "You have to woo me."

She turns, tossing her hair back, and glides towards the door before her parting shot.

"You do know how to woo, don't you, André?"

Briefly the tip of her tongue appears, pushing her lips apart, as she makes her way to the exit - leaving me struggling to understand what just happened.

22: Marne-la-Vallée

Sylvia pushes the stroller along the smoothly-surfaced pavement, taking her child for some fresh air to the town square. Marne-la-Vallée exudes a prosperous modernity which lightens the spirits this winter morning. The sun shines low in her eyes as she walks through the chilly air. Perhaps she’ll just pop in for some patisseries to take back, something nice to have with tea. There is little to fill the time. André has been away for six months now and his messages are strained: over-formal with too little content.

She is thinking about the call she received yesterday from Anna de Kasparis. Her offer, made so tentatively, so indirectly.

In the many weeks since she met with her priest, synthetic people - now universally called models - have emerged from obscurity, secrecy and stigma to become mainstream-chic. Models are all over the media. The President of the Republic herself has one as a close advisor - and some suggest the model might have an even more active role. Columnists write excitedly about mixed couples: this actress is dating such a handsome one; that chanteur has a gorgeous model girlfriend.

She doesn’t know how they’ve become so cheap. Apparently the specifications were ‘open-sourced’ though no-one knows by whom. It’s like the original Bitcoin, they say - the origin is a mystery. Sylvia can make no sense of it at all.

She leaves the baby in the pushchair and walks inside the shop. It’s warm and the smell of freshly baked bread entices, bringing back memories of her youth. She dithers over the pastries: turnovers make you fat, she thinks, but what here doesn’t? She buys a yoghurt-bar and some fruit instead.

Why did I do that? she wonders.

On her way home she debates the ESA’s offer. She wouldn’t be the first, several of the wives have already agreed and there have been no backsliders.

‘I was so lonely before,’ one said, ‘it’s like having him back again. He’s always linked to Henri so we share news with none of the delays.’

The body language at the wives’ get-togethers tells a deeper story. ‘It was so cold at night. But now it’s like he’s back - it’s never been better.’

These women have lost their haunted looks, they seem in bloom, Sylvia thinks. She’s heard that take-up of models by the stay-at-home male partners of absent female astronauts has been pretty much universal. Dr de Kasparis observed with a smile that the women astronauts like to think their partners are in ‘safe hands’.

And that is one aspect of the models that people have commented on. They form immensely loyal emotional bonds with their partners, they are not unfaithful. Something people have always wanted in a partner, thinks Sylvia, something we always have to worry about.

“But what would happen when André comes back?” she had asked.

Anna was reassuring: “Your model will return to us and your husband will simply resume his life with you. You’ll hardly notice - as they’ve been synced throughout.”

A hundred philosophical and ethical issues brushed under the carpet there, she thinks - and then ceases to worry about it.

Here was the clinching argument: “Think of it as an extension of a video call. Rather than just seeing and hearing him on a screen, you’ll be interacting with him right in front of you. It’s a difference in degree and not in kind.”

What will the neighbours think, she wonders, do I need to keep him secret? Yet the neighbours are busy people and not close to her. They never had any idea about the comings and goings of André, which were in any case secret.

They will notice but not notice, she thinks.

Anyway, she’d better hurry because the delivery is scheduled for midday.


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Monday, May 11, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 10


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 10

19: Approach Phase: (Flaminia)

Flaminia has taken to joining us, extending her range beyond Tania's bedroom. She's quite the conversationalist. Here’s a flavour as we three sit in the kitchen area.

“Flaminia,” I say, “I thought for a long while that you were here as part of Tania’s extended family but apparently that’s not so. Did they tell you why you’re aboard?”

She looks directly at me and again I’m reminded of just how attractive she is. She’s dressed in our usual figure-hugging lycra; her ash blonde hair drapes her chest.

She considers my question. There is no hint of our small-hours tryst just a few days ago: our secret.

She turns to Tania, then back to me: being inclusive.

“The module AI is using me as a peripheral,” she says, “What it knows, I know. So you can use me to talk to the module here, then to the mother-ship and of course to Mission Control. I can handle data formats and time lags. Please feel free to treat me as the voice of the mission.”

It makes a kind of sense, I think. That’s kind of how it works with Sylvia here and, I guess, between Tania and her Astrid. We can’t talk to our partners directly - the round trip time is now almost half an hour. But we talk with their local surrogates and everything gets synchronised behind the scenes.

An errant thought strikes me: has the ESA offered my wife a model of me? I smile to myself (a little excited despite myself) - and dismiss the idea.

Tania says dryly, “I’ve enjoyed your company but I’m not sure I want to share my cabin or my bed with the ship.”

Flaminia is fine with this.

“I’m perfectly happy to power down in the cabinet when I’m not needed.”

So now I have to say a little about the cabinets. The designers of our ‘partners’, the models, have a schizophrenic task (I mean here the lay use of that term). It’s necessary for our emotional and mental well-being that we find solace with them, that we treat them as real, that in the dead of night and in the morning they are our wives or husbands or significant ones.

Yet of course they are not. For one they are not human. Sure, they look human and behave human but we’ve been told that they’re engineered. So that gives us pause.

A deeper issue: my wife would never be selected for this mission; she has no relevant skills. I’m sure it’s the same for Astrid, Tania’s partner. So what are our models of these people meant to do during most of the day when we’re busy?

The answer is this: they quietly go through those special doors into their cabinets. We presume that’s where they’re cleaned, re-energised and data-synchronized with Mission Control.

In the training courses there was imprecision about all this. Necessary illusions were not to be shattered by engineering realities. I suppose it’s not a new problem: I understand neurosurgeons have a similar problem matching the conscious patient to the porridge-brain they’re excising.

Schizophrenia again.

And one last thing: no matter what spousal equality and egalitarianism we might enjoy at home, nothing here can compromise the mission. We must be able to instruct our ‘partners’ to go to a cabinet when they would be in our way. We can tell them to erase the last minutes of interaction in case they were privy to something we would not want to share with our real partners back on Earth. The mission demands that it has to be this way... but we’re still jolted out of character.

Cognitive dissonance is such a bitch.

I try to do it as seldom as possible.

I say to Flaminia, “Suppose the ship had to get us out of trouble fast, hit us with twenty or thirty gees. How would the models deal with that, would you be destroyed?”

She raises an eyebrow.

“Well thank you, André, for your concern. As a matter of fact we are much stronger than you might think. We can take any acceleration the ship can pull. We would retreat to the nearest cabinet where we’d be cushioned and interfaced to the ship's systems. But even if we couldn’t make it in time, we’d probably be fine.”

I’m gratified to hear it. The thought of Sylvia being thrown around like a rag-doll under high-gee manoeuvring is too horrible to contemplate. So, that’s a worry off my mind.

A thought stays with me: so strong.

20: Approach Phase: (Sylvia-X and Flaminia)

It’s been a long day today. We’re just a few days from engagement, slowly catching up to Mars in its orbit. Now we have retired: Sylvia lies next to me in bed wearing a linen creation decorated with small roses. This is exactly what Sylvia wears back home. The logistics team were scarily thorough.

The room is dimly lit. Lines of dialogue scroll across the ceiling screen. Sylvia-back-home is studying, 'La Double Inconstance', one of Marivaux's plays known for their light and flirtatious badinage (not that she is so great at marivaudage herself). Sylvia-here is dutifully mirroring this étude so we can talk about it.

I place my hand gently on her belly. She shakes it off irritably, “Not now, I’m concentrating.”

Yes, that’s the real Sylvia.

Only slowly do I become aware of a spectral presence at the door. She is standing there, quiet and still in a short translucent nightdress.

Sylvia looks up. I sense her tensing up.

“Hi Flaminia,” I say in a level voice, “Sylvia, it’s Flaminia.”

Of course Sylvia knows it’s Flaminia. Shall we count the ways she knows? But in the here and now, Sylvia is ‘Sylvia’. She makes an effort not to look daggers, to be polite. But my wife has always had an instinct for threats and she’s not wrong here.

Incidentally, I am not sure that the two women in my room have ever actually engaged in conversation prior to this moment.

It turns out they’re not going to now, either.

“Is something wrong; is there anything we can do for you?” Sylvia says tightly.

Flaminia says nothing at all. Simply shifts her gaze from Sylvia to me.

I’m suddenly very, very focused. Tectonic plates are grinding in my stomach; life-changing choices confront me.

But there was always going to be just one outcome.

A picture of reasonableness, I turn to Sylvia.

“I think we’re going to have to sort out a few work items here, kid. Rewind three minutes and erase, will you. Now, go to the cabinet until I recall you.”

Sylvia’s expression goes blank. Her forced response is so assuredly not part of Sylvia’s own repertoire that it cannot be modelled. In a smoother than usual glide Sylvia-X removes herself from the bed, walks across to an inconspicuous door and vanishes inside.

The unused sex manual flicks into reality, replacing archaic dialogue above my head. Flaminia pulls her top slowly over her head then abandons it to the floor. She approaches, swaying her hips, never taking her eyes off me.

I push the duvet clear, lie there heart racing as she moves above me, arching like a cat, her breasts half-obscured by billowing silky tresses.

The ceiling shows the index page of "Positions et techniques sexuelles illustrées…”

The manual Sylvia had found so problematic.

Choisis un numéro,” she whispers.


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Sunday, May 10, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 9


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 9

17: Approach Phase: (Sylvia-X; Flaminia)

One way light delay is now eleven minutes; we are effectively on our own. Tania and I have settled into our little routines and rarely surprise or bother each other anymore. Our tastes in almost everything are very different. But now tension is amping up a bit. It’s getting more real. The operational part of the mission will commence in twenty days: the Adversary permitting.

My Sylvia here is getting concerned too. She was always technophobic - had no time for machines. She was Green by inclination and temperament. It was and is one of our areas of contention.

“André, do you ever ask yourself why you consented to leave your wife and child for more than a year to live in this tin can? Who are you making happy? You know you don’t care what’s out here, you’d rather be back in Marne-la-Vallée, right?”

She sounds like she’s channelling my disenchanted wife back home. This may even be true.

All the arguments from my own personal philosophy flash through my mind: our destiny in the universe; our need to defend ourselves from what’s ‘out there’ and so on. But I’d be wasting my breath with my wife; she doesn’t buy any of that stuff. She just wants a life lived in harmony with nature. Evolutionary biology suggests she has a case; emotionally she certainly has a case.

I don’t expect sweetness and light, hugs and kisses all the time. Couples disagree and argue. It’s necessary. And I understand, after so many months, that Sylvia back home is getting pretty desperate. Without Sylvia-here I’m sure I’d be the same.

But the arguments have been getting more frequent. A thought niggles at me: they’re all rather defeatist. I worry about Sylvia’s state of mind - which is surely what’s driving Sylvia-here.


Last night I woke up around 2 am. I was restless; Sylvia was unresponsive as if in deep sleep. I don’t know whether she needs sleep: she might be doing it just to stay in character.

I wandered out of our room and into the kitchen area - I suppose I was going to get a small drink, perhaps a whisky. I was rooting there amongst the bottles under the dim glow of the nightlights (I have to say I was naked) when I heard the slightest noise behind me, perhaps I just felt a touch of air.

I turned around and in the gloom I saw Tania’s elfin partner wearing just the tiniest nightdress, the thin fabric swaying off her small breasts. She just stood there, looking at me. I reckoned I knew exactly what that meant.

I tried to be sensible but… it was complicated and I was tired and my body knew what it must have. She slipped easily into my arms, into my embrace and I knew that she would do anything I wanted, anything at all. I turned her round, held her by the waist and leaned her over the table. I was possessed - an observer of my own body. It was over in seconds. I stood back panting; she daintily turned to face me. Our faces came together. She slowly licked her tongue along my lips.

“Our secret,” she whispered.

It was the first time I had heard her speak.

Then she left, sashaying back to Tania’s private space.

I sat on a kitchen chair sipping my whisky and feeling pretty good, frankly. Did I have worries over what I’d done?

A few: which were easy to brush away.

After all, she wasn’t a person, was she; she was a machine.

It didn’t count.

18: Approach Phase: (Tania; Flaminia)

We’re strapped into our acceleration couches. I’m completely relaxed, stretched out on the most comfy, supportive gel bed you can possibly imagine. I’m wearing a lycra coverall: thin and warm with no creases to tear at my flesh. A wrap-around visor provides a full VR interface to ship systems. My arms lie in soft sculpted channels with finger controls under my hands like a glove. I can function at 10 gee, endure 20 gee for minutes and survive in excess of 50 gee for a few seconds.

We’re doing a first-reconnaissance simulation. In this exercise the mother-ship is well behind us, two hundred thousand kilometres to our rear. Our detached module (in the simulation) is positioned at Lagrange point 3 with respect to Phobos; that is, we’re in the same orbit, but maintaining station on the far side of Mars so we have the bulk of the planet between us and the Adversary. I say L3 but it’s a joke: the gravity of Phobos is so small that there is no effective stability point here at all.

Still, keeping station is the least of our problems.

In the simulation we have two small satellites to serve as relays with our reconnaissance remote, which has quietly made its way to Phobos and then drifted down to the surface four kilometres from the Adversary’s camouflaged crater. Tania is in control: this is her field of expertise. My job is to fly the module.

So let me slightly rephrase that. The drone, satellites and the module itself all possess a high degree of intelligence. They know the mission and are aware of contingencies. Tania and I are senior officers in these scenarios. We set high-level objectives in conversation with the module-AI. The module-AI then tasks the remote systems. The round-trip light delay between us (via relay) and the drone on Phobos is 240 milliseconds. You’d notice that in a phone call. You can see why tactically we’re out of the loop.

In the simulation the drone is skip-floating in the low gravity towards the target. It pops up, takes a peek and then drops down again having made a few hundred metres. We don’t expect the drone to survive but we may learn something in the manner of its destruction. At least, that’s what the sim designers intend us to trial today.

For the time being nothing much is happening. The automation is firmly in control. I have a private, point-to-point link with Tania, not linked to the broader ship network. I use it to ask quietly, “What’s your friend called, the slim one?”

“Flaminia.”

“You knew her before the launch?”

“No, mine was Astrid.”

So she’s the big, bouncy one with the throaty laugh.

“It’s like you and Sylvia,” murmurs Tania, “We had a place together for a couple of years. She was OK with it.”

“So what about Flaminia, then?”

“Dunno. She was foisted on me at launch. I was happy to host her. Breaks up the day, doesn't it. She’s quiet, amusing sometimes, friendly; never any trouble.”

Quite a speech from Tania, this.

I open a channel to the ship.

“Ask Mission Control about Flaminia. Why was she brought on the mission?”


Half an hour later I am not much the wiser. Mission Control doesn't know why. She was part of the logistics/command package and loaded accordingly, signed off by programme management. There is no documentation as to any specific role; Mission Control suggests she may be included for redundancy. They concede there may be a classified aspect.

This is not entirely implausible. In the earliest years of spaceflight astronauts really were just ‘spam in a can’, meat brought along for the political ride, while the automation did everything. The test-pilot astronauts fought hard to get back control and eventually won. Soon they were indoctrinated in all the mission components and systems (months of training) and were able to actually fly the birds.

But the automation improved faster than humans could. Soon, more and more automation interposed itself between space-people and spacecraft operations. On a military flight like this there are many things we two are not cleared to know. The truth is: the module-AI is flying this mission. Tania and I are consultants, here for local advice when Earth is topically inaccessible. We know our place.

But Flaminia is a mission component I don’t yet understand.

The Phobos drone pops up: the enemy base is 600 metres away but all we can see is the crater wall ahead. Tania and I observe through the eyes of the drone, one hundred and twenty milliseconds behind real-time.

There is a flash on the rocky scree of the crater wall, an audible alarm and our screens suddenly wash out, the landscape replaced by imagery scrolling from the cameras on our relay satellites, slowed down a thousandfold. In the replay, a small dark object glides away from the crater wall and slides across the landscape. With infinitesimal gravity and no atmosphere its trajectory is a straight line. In super slow motion it coalesces with the drone and a bright flash explodes into a conical debris cloud, a shotgun blast departing Phobos at super escape velocity.

“Sixty kilometres per second,” says Tania, “I suppose it could have been some kind of super-railgun?”

“What did we learn?” I ask rhetorically.

“They have railguns?”

Or so our simulation designers imagine.

We eject from our couches and go for coffee.


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Saturday, May 09, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 8


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 8

16: The Priest

The Église catholique Saint-Martin de Lognes is a grey stone structure, standing to one side of a cobble-stoned plaza in Marne-la-Vallée old town. The church has seen many violent changes through the centuries, monarchy to republicanism to dictatorship and back again. The parishioners used to be peasants and farmers; these days the district is a high-tech suburb of Paris, with Disneyland Europe to the north. The young professionals are not so keen on church - though Fr Trivelin still sees his quota. He has an outreach programme for the young - the Catholic schools are still the best.

Fr Trivelin was trained by the Society of Jesus which marks him out, he supposes, as an intellectual. Now in his fifties he needs all of his Jesuitical dexterity to make sense of modern times. Some priests adopt a biblical literalism, tone deaf to complexity and the challenges of the age; Trivelin has dispensed with illusions, holds his Catholicism mostly as a metaphor to live by, a refuge against those self-serving ideologies which clutch fanatically upon contemporary culture.

But finding the true way is as hard as ever.


The private meeting with Mme Sylvia Antoine was held in the parish room at his church. Sylvia had declined the offer to talk at home. She seemed to crave the extra authority, the reassurance and privacy of this holy place.

Her story was incredible.

“You say that your husband is on a long-duration mission with the European Space Agency and his emotional and intimate needs are being serviced by a simulacrum of yourself, by a machine?”

“That’s what they told me, Father.”

“And that’s the reason you’ve come? You wish to seek guidance?”

“No. I mean yes, Father. I had a call from one of the other wives, Nathalie. She said it was the same for her husband. And then she said that one of her friends had been offered, and had accepted, to have a model of her own husband in the house.”

“I see. Was it suggested that this would be a secret arrangement?”

“Yes, of course. They didn’t want any of it to get out. Nathalie shouldn’t have told me, we shouldn’t even have been discussing it. You won’t…?”

“Don’t worry, Sylvia, everything you say here is confidential. Just like in Confession. So what do you think the point was, of having a version of her far-away husband around the house?”

“Nathalie said that the ESA people told her friend that it was to deal with the communication delays. Proper conversation is impossible because they are so far away. They said that they had communication links with her husband and that the model would be updated with what her husband has been doing and thinking. What she said to the model would be uploaded and her husband would hear it later. It would be just like having him around at one remove.”

“Did she say anything else that seemed relevant?”

“She said that her friend had taken the model to bed, more than once. She said it was… similar - even better.”

Sylvia finished with a little sigh of embarrassment, but also relief. It has all been stored up, churning away inside her. Finally trouble has been shared.

Father François Trivelin groaned inside. It would be so easy to issue a blanket condemnation, to say no as the Vatican had done so many times before. Plainly, judging by body language and tone of voice, that was what Mme Antoine was looking for - or perhaps only half-hoping for.

But the easy option was rarely the best in his experience.

“They haven’t offered this… facility to you?”

“No! It’s disgusting. In any case Nathalie said it was a trial, to see how it went. The idea seems horrible. I’m confused - I don’t know what to think. It’s evil and sinful but it’s too complicated. I keep being told things by nice well-intentioned people at the ESA that I know in my heart are plain wrong.”

Ah yes, our moral instincts, thought Father Trivelin, the engine of so much intolerance over the years. Yet they are a part of our core being and should be overridden only with care. He would have to think deeply on this.

“Sylvia, the Church is not familiar with these new devices. I can’t give you a fast or easy answer. But I can say that we have to be true to our relationships. The Church opposes prostitution and adultery because these things abuse the bonds between people. If someone really believes they are having a relationship with a being which is plainly not their husband or wife, then this is surely a form of adultery, a form of unfaithfulness.

“But I am not sure that that is what is happening here. A case could be made that long absences are themselves corrosive - the Church does not disapprove of phone calls! And perhaps the sin here is not so great. I will have to reflect and discuss, in confidence, with my bishop. However, if you are uncomfortable with any plans or proposals put to you then I strongly enjoin you to follow your instincts, to follow your heart. Only in this way will your relationship with your husband be sustained.”

With a few final formalities, Mme Sylvia Antoine was ready to leave, ready to drive back to her apartment, considerably happier than when she had arrived. Perhaps intellectually little had been resolved, but emotionally she felt vindicated in her course of action.

Fr Trivelin waved to her as she drove away, thinking: Well if that wasn’t a cop-out on my part, I don’t know what is.


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Friday, May 08, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 7


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 7

15: Transit Phase: +2 months

The mission clock is running, we’ve been in space now for two months, the days blend together. We get up and breakfast. We deal with our messages. Then it’s into the day’s schedule. We exercise. We do combat sims, the most bizarre they can throw at us.

Tania’s ‘partner’ is a woman: I suppose the clues were there. Tania is more hedonistic than I thought. With me she’s taciturn and professional but our apartments are not totally soundproof, doors not always completely closed. I hear the raucous laughter, the giggling and sometimes the sounds of bodies moving. I smile to myself: welcome to the new Tania, the one that I don’t see.

She doesn’t restrict herself to just one companion. I wasn’t aware that this was even permitted but Tania has at least two. I haven’t met either - there is a kind of tacit privacy protocol - but I catch glimpses. One is broad and buxom, the other slim and elfin; one noisy, the other quiet like a bird.

I cannot imagine what this says about Tania’s psyche.


We are two light minutes from Earth which has devastated conversation: calls with home have become impossible. If Sylvia were to say something, I would not hear her until two minutes later and she would receive my reply four minutes after her words were uttered.

Instead we swap video messages but it’s a stilted substitute.

So this brings me to the topic I’ve been skirting around, Sylvia-X. To say I’m conflicted would be an understatement - I’m in a hall of mirrors. Considered coldly and dispassionately, she is an engineering marvel - Sylvia’s twin in appearance and movement.

When we’re in each other's arms in the darkness, differences dissolve and I’m home again.

I know that’s what they intended.

So we talk, under the covers. She gives me family news, tells me how she’s feeling; I discuss my day (I mean here in the module of course). We gossip and make jokes and tease each other: it feels natural.

Other times I wonder how they do that. We were never trained on the engineering principles (need to know, they said) but it seems obvious that they’re debriefing Sylvia-back-home every day and sending updates on the uplink. It’s the obvious way of dealing with the time lag.

Provided Sylvia-X can precisely emulate Sylvia’s own way of talking.

Which she kind of can.


The engineers must have had a dilemma: should they make their simulacrum faithful to Sylvia’s core personality or should they let her drift, mutate, towards my own ideals. No-one’s partner is perfect, after all.

I showed Sylvia-X this eBook on the wall-screen: "Positions et techniques sexuelles illustrées pour les couples mariés", which I thought was the least sensationalist publication.

“Perhaps we could work through some of these? For variety?”

She reacted just as Sylvia herself would have done: a little frisson of shock, then a plainly artificial smile. A pause and then: “I don’t think so. You should appreciate me for what I am.”

“OK…”


More about our arrangements here as they have evolved for ‘partners’. Neither Tania nor I have felt comfortable about introducing our partners to the other. (There is no official doctrine about this).

Here is how I’ve puzzled it out. The ‘partners’ do not have general conversational skills; they are very much focussed on the personal. I imagine the psychologists call it ‘social grooming’. So having four (or five) of us around the breakfast table would be incredibly awkward. You can imagine the potential for faux pas.

I think, also, there could be implications for social cohesion (I’m trying to be delicate here). For example, I can admit to myself that I find the slim, elfin one quite attractive. You can see why I don’t want to go there.

I say to Sylvia-X: “What do you think of this mission?”

She says: “I miss you and I want you back home.”

Things like that make for cognitive dissonance.


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Thursday, May 07, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 6


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 6

13: Mission Review (excerpt)

[Chair]: “Standardization of terms: the crater containing the anomaly will be termed the target; the entity or entities associated with the target will be termed the Adversary; the joint NATO-ESA programme and mission has been designated Tartarus.”

[NATO]: “You know, we could just nuke it. Phobos is no more than a giant rubble heap. Four or five twenty megaton nukes and Mars would have a new ring belt. My guys have done the math.”

[Chair]: “Yes, General, and we’re grateful. Who knows, it may come to that. But I remind you of the mission objectives. We lack information both about the Adversary’s identity and its intent. We do not want to start an open-ended war gratuitously. The primary objective is reconnaissance and data gathering, with a secondary objective of self-defence and a tertiary one of denying the Adversary possession of equipment and/or personnel from the Tartarus mission.”

[ESA]: “Given our extreme ignorance of the Adversary, could I ask someone here for more details of the mission design?”

[Mission Architect - ESA]: “That would be me. We have repurposed the Mars shuttle mission profile, for which we had several vehicles in orbital assembly. The principal change is the replacement of the civilian crew modules with active combat modules. These are themselves modified intercept craft from the US Space Command inventory. The main changes are improved sensors, massively upgraded engines, a selection of enhanced defensive weaponry and most importantly, a new central computer system.”

[NATO]: “Could you clarify why we’re sending people at all? We could send smaller autonomous craft more cheaply, more quickly and with less risk to life. What was the thinking?”

[Mission Architect - ESA]: “Your points are good ones. If we understood more, that would be our preferred mission architecture. However, we may learn things as the operation progresses - particularly matters relating to the identity, intentions and capabilities of the Adversary - particularly during the encounter phase of the mission. That requires a full human capability for real-time resolution. Crudely we need informed, educated common sense brought to bear. That’s why we’ve inserted humans into the loop.”

[Mission CTO - NATO]: “If I can just elaborate? We expect tactical decisions to occur on a fast loop, faster than human reaction time. The combat-core is configured to take most defensive actions autonomously: clarify the threat and respond appropriately. In most cases this will be to evade. The human crew are restricted to…”

[NATO]: “Excuse me interrupting but on the limited data so far, the Adversary shows worrying signs of proficiency in systems hacking. The Mars Reconnaissance Orbiter did not vanish all by itself. If the combat-core is compromised, the mission may be lost; we may breach all of our objectives.”

[Mission CTO - NATO]: “You understand I cannot go into details but the combat-core has a hardened Bayesian read-only firmware kernel. If human or machine systems are compromised, this will come into effect. Its protocol is entirely defensive: it will boost away from the threat at sufficient acceleration to avoid damage or capture. In ultimate fail-safe mode, the module will self-destruct.”

[NATO]: “How hard can it boost?”

[Mission CTO - NATO]: “That’s classified. It will try to stay within the limits of crew survivability, if at all possible.”

14: Thursday evening: Sylvia

Sylvia was in a state. It had taken her hours to get back home from central Paris - the trains had been crowded and repeatedly delayed. And she had kept going over what that ESA person had said. It seemed icky and tacky: she didn’t want to think about her husband that way. She couldn’t get ideas about brothels and prostitutes and unfaithfulness out of her mind. And she didn’t want to talk about any of these things in conversation with her husband.

When André called after completing his afternoon training session, she was evasive and unhappy.

“She wanted to know how we were getting on, with your weekend visits and being away so much,” Sylvia said, “And we discussed the mission itself, about how long it’s going to be.”

It occurred to Sylvia suddenly that she didn’t know how much her husband knew. Oh God, perhaps the subject hadn’t come up! Perhaps they hadn’t told him! She decided to finish this conversation at once.

“Anyway, I was pleased that they’re showing concern and that I’ll get support while you’re away. Now, it must be dinner time and I’m holding you up. Don’t worry about us, we’re doing fine. Little Aimée sends her love. See you tomorrow.”

Sylvia decided the matter was closed and would never be discussed again.

---

André’s meeting with Anna de Kasparis is much as before, except that Anna is now wearing her usual coverall uniform rather than the seductive outfit of two days ago. Form continues to follow function.

Anna starts briskly, “I met with your wife this morning and raised the topic. She wasn’t enthusiastic. You would have guessed that.”

He nods soberly: questions are already rising in his mind.

“But she reluctantly acquiesced so we’re good to go: any questions?”

André has a million, most of which he can’t ask, but he proceeds anyway, tentatively.

“Er, how accurate is the model you’re going to produce for me?”

“We’ve got full details on file of Sylvia’s physical dimensions and appearance. It’s no problem to produce an exact likeness. And to forestall your next question, the state of the art is considerably in advance of what you may have seen publicly. Your Sylvia model, we’ll call her Sylvia-X, is the same weight as Sylvia and will have much the same mobility. The model can walk and talk, can articulate her limbs and generally move around. And yes, she’s perfectly able to engage dynamically in sexual behaviour.”

“So it’s a dumb sexual gymnast?”

“Far from it: you deal with talkative AIs every day in your training. You’ll find the conversational mode perfectly acceptable.”

“I’m not going to think it’s much like Sylvia if it’s got off-the-shelf movements and dialogue...”

“Where did I say that? You’ll find Sylvia-X pretty accurately mimics Sylvia both in lovemaking and in pillow talk, not to mention more general chat.”

“How the hell could you know any of that?”

Anna sits placidly with a smile on her face.

No, you didn’t...?”

“Not my idea but there you go. Anyway, Sylvia-X is a learning system. She’ll respond to your actions and words and adapt both physically and conversationally. As we're so close to launch, she’s being installed in your room as we speak. Don’t wear yourself out - leave something for your wife this weekend. And you don’t need me to tell you that this is totally off-limits. Not a word to your wife or anyone else. It’s mission-secret.”


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Wednesday, May 06, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 5


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 5

11: Thursday morning: Sylvia Antoine

Sylvia Antoine (neé Jouvet) is a good Catholic. She is observant; she attends Mass regularly at Saint-Martin de Lognes; she respects the Holy Days of Obligation. But more is meant than this. Sylvia has internalised her religion - she has a spiritual dimension, feels at one with nature. Like the Catholic hierarchy under its present Pope - and unlike her younger brother René - she is suspicious of technology, feels its rupture with life, its artificiality, its negativity.

What does she see in André? Not the expert helicopter pilot, not the astronaut-to-be, not the combat-hardened technocrat. She sees instead strength-in-character, stability, calmness; authenticity and honesty.

Sylvia is nervous with officialdom; she doesn’t understand its process-worship, the circumlocutions and evasive euphemisms, the way they don’t meet your eyes, their sterile agendas. So the invitation to Paris, to the headquarters of the European Space Agency, was not welcome. But of course she had no choice. She turned her attention to the prosaic matter of baby-sitters, which the ESA helpfully both provided and funded.


Anna de Kasparis knew a lot about André Antoine’s wife. Relatives of key personnel were key mission components, comprehensively profiled and covertly monitored even in the privacy of their own homes. The best location for this interview would have been somewhere warm and homely but the office she had been allocated was briskly functional and institutional.

She was already, she thought, starting this meeting at a disadvantage.

It was ten minutes to eleven and the more Anna looked around the worse it seemed. The office floor was marble slabs, cold and carpet-free. The walls were high, plain plastered and white. On the street side the floor-to-ceiling glass panes were protected by white plastic blinds. The few items of furniture were vaguely Scandinavian: thin pinewood and shiny stainless steel tubing.

Sighing, Anna settled herself on the Bonaldo bench positioned next to a metal and glass coffee table. Her gaze tracked across the empty seat opposite toward the waiting door.

Soon now.


Sylvia was escorted through echoing, sterile corridors to an elevator, then through more corridors until she was led into a large airy room and delivered to the small blonde woman who introduced herself as Anna.

Sylvia was extremely tense. Her husband had been uninformative on the phone, had said he didn’t really know about this unexpected meeting but she had sensed there was something he was holding back. But her nervousness began to subside almost immediately. This blonde woman smiling at her was unexpectedly informal: apologising for the absurd formalities, joking about how hard it was to get around the bureaucracy here. If it had been her call, she said, they’d be meeting at a café across the street.

Sylvia had been expecting an intimidating power-woman like those executives in the magazines. Severe black outfits, hair bobbed back, heavy-rimmed spectacles. But the woman in front of her was more like a suburban housewife in her floral cotton dress and cardigan. She didn’t look official at all.

Anna said she was the team’s health advisor.

“No, don’t worry, there aren’t any issues! They employ me to keep people like your husband physically and mentally in top condition. And obviously you’re a big part of that. So with the mission coming up, there are a few things we need to get sorted out. How about we get out of here and go down to the cafétéria where we can relax a bit?”

As they trooped off to the lift and then to the rather pleasant ground-floor café (not institutional at all), Sylvia was feeling more and more relaxed.

12: A meeting of minds of a sort

Ensconced in a comfy alcove, nestled in tufted armchairs around a battered antique table, they sup coffee and munch at croissants in satisfying privacy. Sylvia talks about her family and the problems of an absentee husband.

“It’s a little difficult. I only see him at weekends and I know how hard he’s been working during the week. But so many problems pile up while he’s away. Things that need fixing - some things only he can do. Then there’s stuff we need to talk about. I feel bad about dumping it all on him when he just wants a rest.”

Anna smiles sympathetically - we’ve all been there.

“And soon he’ll be away for more than a year,” Anna says with genuine sympathy, “We’ll do what we can to help but I know it won’t be easy.”

She has been carefully monitoring the body language of her subject, waiting for those small expressions which open the way to the real issue of the day.

“You know he’ll be crewing with a woman colleague, Tania Milet,” Anna says, “That must be worrying you just a bit?”

There is a tell-tale flicker in Sylvia's eyes.

“André tells me that they have no chemistry, that the relationship is purely professional,” she replies shortly.

“He’s right. They work well together which was why they were matched. But then - he has you to come back to, every weekend.”

Anna smiles, still the sympathetic expression on her face.

“But you must have thought that a year with Tania and your husband together in isolation. That might be a different matter?”

Sylvia looks away, plainly uncomfortable, and says nothing.

Anna lowers her voice: ‘big sister’ mode - she’s five years older than Sylvia.

“We can’t have our crew distracted by emotional or sexual issues. It’s not fair to them personally and from our rather hard-hearted point of view it lowers team efficiency. So naturally we have a solution to mission-homesickness - but it’s one which is rather embarrassing. Can you imagine what I’m talking about?”

Sylvia can’t.

“We’re going to provide all our flight crew with a synthetic intimate companion. All of them - women and men. This is our secret, Sylvia. People would not understand if it got out and we might be forced to stop. And that would be a terrible outcome, don’t you see?”

Sylvia doesn’t see, because she doesn’t want to think about it and doesn’t like the way this conversation is going at all. She turns her head to gaze across the room towards the other cave-like alcoves, mentally withdrawing.

Anna now takes a sterner line.

“Sylvia, we can’t wish this away. Our men are not priests; we can’t hold them to celibacy. We need to give them the comfort of their loved ones as near as we can in their long days of loneliness and danger. We need your help, Sylvia.”

Anna sits back and sips her coffee. Time has to be allowed to do its work.

In Sylvia’s head there is civil war between Anna’s logic and her own visceral disgust.

Time will tell.

What do you want?

This is not victory: far from it. Anna can see the gritted teeth through which her question has been posed.

“Nothing at all, Sylvia, nothing practical that is. We just want your approval, no, your acquiescence that we provide a version of you for the comfort of your husband... while he can’t be at home with you. That’s all.”

“That’s disgusting. You don’t know me at all. How could you even dare suggest it?”

“You know, Sylvia, men are impressionable animals. It doesn’t matter that it doesn’t look exactly like you, that it can’t behave just like you do. Think of it as a photo of you or a sculpture. His imagination will make it real. It will be something to hold on to when he’s not able to talk to you or see you on a call.”

“No.”

“Sylvia, you need to be aware of the constraints I’m working under. If you really do say no, the programme will provide him with some anonymous companion. Unfortunately, those are the health and safety regulations: for health and monitoring reasons. You know what I think? André is a very loyal husband: he’d probably classify it as you no matter what we said or did.”

At that Sylvia gives a thin, tremulous smile. That is how she thinks of her husband: loyal.

“If you’re going to anyway,” she says in a tiny, defeated voice.

Anna knows how tentatively this approval was given. Now is not the time to dawdle.

“Do you know how well your husband is doing?” she asks brightly, “He’s shaping up to be top of the group. This means that he’ll play a really central role in the mission.”

Sylvia smiles, pleased despite herself.

“Now, I wasn’t meant to tell you that. Performance ratings are kept from the candidates so make sure you don’t tell him, OK?”

Sylvia nods.

They talk for another fifteen minutes about this and that. Anna lets a few more indiscretions fall from her lips. Sylvia is sent on her way in a somewhat relieved frame of mind. It was not as stressful as she had feared. And she has already blanked the main reason why she was brought here today.

Forgotten or repressed it.

Anna, now alone, picks up her phone and calls her PA. She will be back at the ESA astronaut training centre by late afternoon.

“Ask André Antoine to meet me at 7.30 pm please - in my office.”


The full story text can be found in my SF novel: here:


Tuesday, May 05, 2026

La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 4


La Double Inconstance (2030–31) — Episode 4

9: Tuesday evening: ‘this is home’

From the psychologist’s office André takes the lift to the ground floor and exits to the plaza. He walks across to the engineering facility, strolls through its main corridor to emerge at the link road which he crosses to enter the dormitory building. Finally it’s up to the ninth floor where he has his apartment. He retrieves a cold beer from the fridge and reclines in his living room facing the picture window overlooking the campus… letting his thoughts run free.

We work ridiculous hours during the week, he thinks, but our weekends are sacrosanct. Without R&R and our families, our performance would fall off. We’d get stale, lose focus; we’d make mistakes.

In his imagination he relives his weekend routine: Friday lunchtime finishing here and taking the shuttle to the airport. It’s 400 km from Köln to Paris – two hours in the Gazelle allocated for his personal use (credited to his training plan).

He arrives at the Aérodrome de Lognes-Emerainville, east of Paris around half-past three. A cab gets him to nearby Marne-la-Vallée by four. And then it’s just the walk to the front door.


She opens the door and I step inside. Behind her I see our one-year-old holding on to the bars of her playpen. Toys are strewn on the floor. I look at Sylvia: she’s wearing a loose button-up blouse, no bra, short skirt, nothing on her feet. Brown hair cascades around her shoulders. She looks at me, a small smile on her lips, amused, teasing; slightly wary.

I step up close and put my hands about her waist. Push up her blouse and feel her body under my hands, warm and smooth. Her expression changes not a jot: she waits with timeless patience. I lean forward: our lips just brush. Our unrehearsed game, silently choreographed. In the background our child burbles to herself, oblivious.

I slide my hands up the outside of her legs, pushing her skirt up, feeling smooth flesh all the way. My hands meet behind her, join at the small of her back. I pull her to me.

Her hand in mine we ascend the stairs. Neither of us has yet said a word. She removes her blouse, sits on the bed – then slides back to wait for me.

I am home.


He drains the beer, thrusts these diverting thoughts aside and returns to the matter in hand. Coldly, rationally he considers de Kasparis’s plan. What will his wife’s reaction be? Can Anna talk her around? Not a cat in hell’s chance, he thinks. She will never agree. And they’ll expect him to talk her around – which would be the ruin of more than just one weekend.

He will, of course, refuse.

He wonders what Anna’s plan B might be.


10: Tartarus

Report retrieved from ESA archive.

Programme Tartarus: [ESA Top Secret; NATO Cosmic Secret].

Agence Spatiale Européenne: Très Secret
Programme Designation: Tartarus
Circulation: [redacted]
Date/Version: [redacted]

Summary

The anomaly was discovered thirteen months ago by the Mars Reconnaissance Orbiter (MRO-3) in low Martian orbit. The multispectral camera happened to loiter over the Mars-facing face of Phobos for 410 seconds and subsequent image-processing determined that a small crater, approximately 400 metres across, was in thermal disequilibrium. 

A subsequent high-resolution sequence is consistent with a smooth fabric elevated over the crater floor, an effect similar to a radome used to protect radar installations. In the immediate aftermath MRO-3 disappeared. Its fate is currently unknown. It is presumed either to have burned up in the Martian atmosphere or to have been captured.

Mission Failures

Malfunctions have occurred in distant probes from many countries, including the precursor interstellar mission currently transiting the Oort Cloud. These events have been classified.

Responses to date

There are several spacecraft currently in the vicinity of Mars. One was recalibrated for a close flyby of Phobos. No data was returned due to proximate system malfunction. Engineering failure is considered unlikely. The NASA Deep Space Network (DSN) was observing Phobos at the time (by request) and observed brief, coherent and possibly modulated e/m radiation from the anomaly directed at the craft.

Conclusions and Recommendations

Putting coincidence to one side, it appears possible that some entity has established itself on Phobos. This may mark a covert objective to control Mars space by some adversarial power here on Earth. It is also possible that the phenomenon is of non-terrestrial origin. A covert NATO-ESA project has been established to investigate. Due to mission-uncertainty and signal propagation delays, an astronaut team plus drones will be deployed rather than an autonomous probe with command-override from Earth.

The ESA has been tasked to provide an insertion team leveraging its (secret) military astronaut programme. The launch window will be this summer with flight duration seven to eight months. This programme is designated Tartarus (cf. classical reference: appendix).

NASA/DoW is presumed to have its own plans which to date have not been shared.

Appendix: note on Phobos

Phobos is the innermost and largest of Mars’s two moons (the other is Deimos). It is shaped somewhat like a potato with a mean diameter of 22 km. It orbits 6,000 km from the Martian surface with an orbital period under eight hours. Its surface gravity is less than 600 micro-g and circum-Phobos orbital speed is 29 km/hour – which incidentally could be easily achieved by a sprinter. It is basically a very large pebble-shaped mountain resembling an asteroid.


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